I hate when things aren't all 'right' in my world. When there things I can't get caught up on, issues I can't fix, relationships out of whack... Especially when I don't know why the relationship is out of whack... (knowing someone is upset with you, but not knowing why is the absolute worst!)
What I hate most about these things is like they are a constant 'buzz' in the back of my mind... I can be having a perfectly fine and normal day, life running fairly smoothly, but it's like a constant, low-level stress that just won't go away. I've got a couple of these going on right now, and though my days have been going well (for the most part), I'm feeling happy, and yet at some point I realize I have a small knot in my stomach, and I'm almost unconsciously running scenarios in my head of what might happen, what I could have said, what I should have said, maybe if I had done this differently...
I do believe it might slowly drive me insane...
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uhh... please don't go insane... that would be so sad. DDR?
I'm praying for ya! Don't let it drive you to insanity - think of your children - they need you!
I know how those small things get under the skin and just make you crazy. Just remember that there is only so much YOU can do about any given situation and that the LORD has the rest under His control!
I can completely identify with this. I feel like I could drive myself crazy all by myself, just with the expectations and standards I impose upon myself. Add crazy, unpredictable, NORMAL four kids to that and a hubby with his own mind and I'm slowly circling the drain of sanity if I don't cry out to Jesus for that renewing of the mind that HE graciously and mercifully offers. Every. Time. I. Ask. And even when I'm too overwhelmed to even know I need to ask!!!!
Hang in there! HE LOVES YOU, HE'S CRAZY ABOUT YOU, and HE'S GOT IT ALL IN HIS HANDS!
thanks for the encouragement, ladies.
thanks for the encouragement, ladies.
That's the evil one, trying to steal your joy! I understand at least one issue that's happening, and I sympathize with you.
God is either on the throne all the time, or He's not there at all & what we believe is a hoax. I am believing HE IS on the throne!!!!
Love you!
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